8 · 10

Yell if you need help

Quiet Time was funny/strange today: we were looking at the book of Song of Songs which has a lot of romantic imagery in it, so I mostly thought of my girlfriend. I needed to concentrate, so I decided to read some more of Blue Like Jazz instead. I opened it up, and the next chapter was all about people wanting to get married!

We had a great time of praying for England. There were several points throughout the building each focusing on a different aspect, such as the drinking culter, the universities and the church. We went in groups from one point to the next. I never realised how much I could pray for my home country till today. There is so much to pray about!

After that we continued our teaching on Identity, which as I thought, turned to the idea that through intimacy with God, we can find our true identity. The speaker suggested that the question we should be asking ourselves is not "who am I?", but "who's am I?". It is quite a good question to ask, and it was interesting that it came up today, as the exact same question was proposed in my daily Bible reading notes today (which are not produced by YWAM)!

In the afternoon we continued with Community Care, where I did a bit of toilet cleaning, a bit of mirror cleaning, and a bit of floor cleaning. Tomorrow should be quite interesting: a few of us (including me), have been selected to tend a garden at a local church for the afternoon.

Our small group (the men on the course) met tonight, and we had a really nice time letting each other know what we liked about each other.

Things are still going well here, and I know it is the right place for me to be. I just need to live in the moment I'm in, and not worry about the future. I think it was God's plan that got me this far: I need to look to His plan now too. I just need to be in the moment I'm in.
6 · 10

In to me, see

Today we started our lessons on 'Identity', and carried on with our daily 'community care' duties, as well as having a good sung worship session this evening.

We started off the day with our usual Quiet Times, except they were pleasantly longer than normal today, is it was the first Monday of the month (when the Monday worship session is held in the evening instead of the morning). We concemtrated on the story in the book of John, chapter 4 about the Samaritan woman Jesus talked to at a well. I like this account as it tells us a lot about Jesus, and therefor God. Jesus knew when and where he should be. He chose to speek to A) a woman - not the done thing for someone is Jesus position, B) a Samaritan - also not the best of ideas for a Jew, C) someone who had been rejected/tossed aside by several men, and now living with someone who didn't even respect her enough to marry her, D) someone who he knew was desperate and needing someone to speak to. It is frustrating to know there are people who think that they need to have everything sorted in their life before they could come close to God. This story shows that God chose to come close to the woman, despite how she felt about herself, and what others would have thought about her. You don't need to have your life sorted to seek and find Jesus. He'll do the sorting for you when you let Him in to your life!

Our week's lecture series on 'Identity' is being presented by a nice lady from the Netherlands called Ada. She started off today by concentrating on the word 'intimacy'. She wrote this word on the board, and underneath it wrote 'in to me see'. She asked us to think about how this made us feel. For me it was quite encouraging: I saw it as God asking us to see in to Him. I think the idea is that we need to be intimate with God, as we should get our identity from Him - not from our achievements, our job, our family or our failures - so we need to know His authentic voice so we can recognise when it is Him talking to us (through circumstances/friends/other means). It was quite a remarkable session over all, and I look forward to the coming week. It is as if each of the topics we are covering could have their own 5 month programme, unlike the week each they have to get on this YWAM DTS course I am on at the moment.

After lunch we performed our 'community care' duties (our team did a mixture of our jobs today - cleaning the toilets, mirrors and floors in the bathrooms). After that, we listened to a talk about Evangelism, focusing on it's history. It was quite interesting to hear how 'conventional' evangelical big meetings came about, as well as hearing about 8th century monks and holy men of today. The key messages were: we should go without having an agenda, and obedience is more important than 'results'.

I never realised how much I liked Branston Pickle till I saw it on the dinner table tonight. It is ironic: i'm now back living in the county I grew up in, but sometimes I feel I could be in some part of America, with all the Americans on base here. Just to see something as simple and typically British as Branston Pickle available to eat was a surprising treat. Maybe you had to be here to understand (though most of those around me didn't seemto understand either, and thought it was a bit odd to be eating small black blocks in a black sauce). They didn't seem to understand: that was a taste of home for me, despite being closer to home than I've been for 8 years!

In the evening we had a sung worship time. As it is the 1st Monday of the month, we had it in the evening and had guests from the local area join us. This was quite a good time, though honestly, for most of it I was just thinking about my girlfriend! I could have gone on about her all day too, but the other students might want me to shut up eventually. God is so good to have brought us together in the way He has. It's just hard though, with her where she is, and me miles away. It has got to be god training for the future though - not least when I go on the outreach phase of this course for 2 months. We still do not have the list of possible locations, by the way.

If you pray, please could you ask God that I manage to stay focused on the course, and not get distracted by thoughts of the future (or the past), and that I remember the God has a plan for my life, so I don't have to worry about thinking of a plan for myself.

Thanks for reading. Please feel free to add a comment below. Have a great week.
5 · 10

Family Fun

Well, I failed in my plan of keeping away from technology for the whole day, but I don't get to go online till the evening most days anyway!

I went to a nice church today where there was a baptism and a good talk about the importance of families.

After lunch I played football again, and then rested.

Next week's teaching is on 'Identity', which should be good. Have a great week.
4 · 10

Pit Stop

Today I spent almost the entire day with my girlfriend. This was fantastic. I could say more, but she would probably get embarrassed if I went on and on about how wonderful, beautiful, loving, and caring she is, so I won't. I also shouldn't mention how much I miss her and how I'll miss her even more after today. I really shouldn't go on like that, so I won't. When I got back to Holmsted Manor, where I'm still enjoying my YWAM DTS course, I walked in on the second half of the base's talent show. This was very enjoyable and demonstrated there are a lot of talented, musical, dramatic people on the base. While a couple of girls where miming in man-drag to Back Street Boys songs, I felt God telling me it was OK to rest - that it was OK just to sit there and relax, and enjoy what was going on. For 8 years now, I've been so busy with university, Christian Union, church, and work activities. Now I have this time just to sit and relax, and enjoy getting closer to Him. This has been a very nice day.
3 · 10

Pressing onwards

Breakfast saw my second attempt at eating what the Americans here would call a 'peanut butter and jelly' sandwich. Yes, I'm starting this entry talking about what I ate in my sandwich. I should be willing to try new experiences here, and this was one lf them! I think I need to add a lot more jam, as at the moment, I can mostly only taste the toast!

During Quiet Time I set up my laptop to display the song words for the student team leading the worship session which followed. I also spent a bit of time reading what we were meant to be reading- a 'love letter from God', which was a collection of encouraging teachings from the Bible.

The DTS student team then led worship (my team will be doing so near the end of October). This was quite a good time. We concentrated on God as the creator, and spent a few minutes outside, appreciating creation, which is quite easy to do here: nature surrounds us here.

We finished off our lecture series on The Father Heart of God. This has been a fantastic set of talks which has really helped me to see God as Father.

Today we met as 'triplets' for the first time. These are groups of three students who meet together to chat about the week and pray for each other. We will be leading the Friday worship sessions too. The last time I was in a similar group was 6 year ago, so it is nice to be getting back in to it now. I think it is great how we have the 1 to 1 sessions, the triplets, the small groups, and the whole school sessions. It means we get to express ourselves and share things at many different levels.

After lunch (fish and chips!), we performed our usual Community Care tasks, then I tried to get on with completing my journal entry for this week. Our journals are written documentary of our time here: our thoughts about what we have learnt/confirmed during the lectures, and what we think God has been saying to us over the week. I think it should get easier to complete these as the weeks g on and I get more used to the format.

I'm just about to go downstairs to the common room, as there is a birthday party starting for one of the other students. They have had such a fuss made over them today, it kind of makes me wish I had a birthday during the course too!

Tomorrow I'm getting to spend the whole day with my girlfriend, which I've been looking forward to all week.

Thanks for reading. Please feel free to add a comment. Have a great weekend.
3 · 10

"The King has returned"

I can't quite believe it is the end of Thursday already. This week has just shot by, in a good way. Today has been long, but quick. This YWAM DTS course at Holmsted Manor, England is exactly where I need to be right now, and I'm so glad I know that.

We started today with a Quiet Time based around Psalm 145. Verses 8 and 9 are quite well known, and very encouraging:

The Lord is gracious and merciful,
slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love.
The Lord is good to all,
and his mercy is over all that he has made.

It is so sad that many people have the idea that God is mean, judgemental, and waiting for an opportunity to "smite" them (whatever "smiting" is anyway). All throughout the Bible, we see the true message, that God is whispering to us: "I love you". All He has for us is love.

After Quiet Time, we had our first "Prayer for the nations" session. Holmsted Manor has several key nations around the world which we will be praying for throughout our stay here. We have been put in to teams, each team will be praying for a different one of the nations. I am in the team praying for India. One of the leaders on the course is from India, so he told our team a lot about the current situation and the history of the country. There is a lot to pray about in future weeks!

Then we started our next lecture on The Father Heart of God. We've been through so many great examples and thoughts on this subject, it is hard to encapsulate the teaching in an easily re-readable form now, but I'll just say this has been a great lecture series, which has been more like a re-introduction to a good friend than a lecture. I'll never look at "The Lion King" in the same way again either. Clips from this film have been used yesterday and today to help describe The Father Heart of God, and to great effect. We finished off with a clip from a YWAM video interview with a lady already serving God overseas. She made the point that she no longer needs to ask "Is this worth it?", but instead asks "Is He worthy?", to which the answer is always "Yes!". God is so worthy of our praise, worship and adoration. Who else would look at all my faults, failings and bad thoughts, even the ones I'm yet to do, and still love me? I've got a great relationship with my parents, which I'm extremely thankful for. I love them, and I know they love me. I'm thankful to God for giving them to me as an example of His love for me.

As it was Thursday, we had curry for lunch. This was a very nice chicken based dish - slightly hotter than the Chicken Tikka Massalas I'm used to, but very tasty all the same. Thursdays were the curry day in my old work place too, so it is funny to find a culinary similarity here. As a student, I'm not allowed to enter the kitchen here. Personally, I'm finding this to be a blessing. I've been cooking for myself and others for about as long as some of the other students have been alive, so it is good to have a break from cooking for a while.

The Community Care time was interesting today: we are having new showers installed for the guys, so the old shower room didn't need to be cleaned, and the male toilets didn't need to be cleaned either, as they were working in there too. This meant I had a bit of extra time to help with some floor sweeping. It is amazing to see how much dust settles in just one day. If we didn't clean this huge house every day, it would get very dirty very quickly!

Having no male showers available meant we decided not to play football today, but opted for the slightly less sweat inducing volleyball. This was quite fun today, as my team won each of the four games we played. It is really great to have sports built in the schedule here. I have not managed to participate in many sporting activities in the last 5 years or so, so it is good to have the opportunity now to have fun with the other students and leaders, and know there is nothing else I need to be doing instead. It is also a great way to see some more of the other peoples' personalities.

After dinner we met again for a time of sung worship, followed by a very beneficial time of reflection on Psalm 139. I spent a lot of time thinking about verses 7 to 12:

Where shall I go from your Spirit?
Or where shall I flee from your presence?
If I ascend to heaven, you are there!
If I make my bed in Sheol, you are there!
If I take the wings of the morning
and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea,
even there your hand shall lead me,
and your right hand shall hold me.
If I say, "Surely the darkness shall cover me,
and the light about me be night,"
even the darkness is not dark to you;
the night is bright as the day,
for darkness is as light with you.

The first line reminded me of that cartoon dog which always appears wherever it has just been removed from. The last few lines made helped me to think about God's love for me again: I thought about how God sees us the same - in our deepest, darkest actions and thoughts, He looks on us and sees the bright light, what we can be, and what we are becoming through Jesus. I also got to pray with the course leader about some thoughts I've been having about my direction after I graduate from the course. I really appreciated this time.

We still do not have the list of possible outreach locations, but I'm starting to think I know where I may be going. I'll keep you posted on the latest developments when I can.

I'm still really enjoying this course. It feels like I've been here a lot longer than I have. Just looking around at the other people here, I feel like I've known them for a lot longer than I have too. They all seem to just fit in here on the course - like we are all pieces of the same jigsaw that is being fitted together here, to make a perfect picture.

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Edward Ross
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Cuckfield
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1 · 10

Broken Hearted

We were blessed with half an hour's extra sleep this morning, which was nice. Each week we have one "sleep in". Then during Quiet Time, we read Psalm 40, and were asked to list things which we are thankful to God for. I was able to come up with quite a long list, which is good.

At the start of the first lecture of the day (still about The Father Heart of God), we were asked to go outside, find a quiet spot and ask God to speak to us. I went near one of the ponds, and stood next to a large tree. It is great to be this close to nature. I realised that I have not been this close for this long for quite some time. I'm enjoying this experience quite a lot. I tried pushing the tree, and discovered that it was very firmly rooted - it would not budge. It got me thinking about Psalm 1, which starts:

Blessed is the man
who walks not in the counsel of the wicked,
nor stands in the way of sinners,
nor sits in the seat of scoffers;
but his delight is in the law of the Lord,
and on his law he meditates day and night.
 
He is like a tree
planted by streams of water
that yields its fruit in its season,
and its leaf does not wither.
In all that he does, he prospers.

The rest of the teaching, when we got back to the class was excellent today. The basic message was that we don't need to strive to change things in our lives. We don't have the resources in ourselves to cause lasting change. Only by allowing God to speak in to our hearts, and having Him change us, will change take place. God is like a father: the baby can not do anything for themselves, and yet the father still loves them. The baby needs everything done for them, and thinks the universe revolves around them, but the father loves them, and wants the best for them. In the same way, God the Father sees us, and how incapable of self change we are, and wants to come in to our lives and help us become the people we were meant to be.

The teacher went on to draw a great diagram which I shall attempt to recreate and add to this blog post. The picture is a representation of how God created humans - a skin on the outside, followed by a layer encompassing the soul, mind, emotions and will, followed by an inner layer - the spirit. The Bible shows how when man decided to go his own way, the spirit died. This was where we had our connection with God, so now we try to satisfy the needs we have through our bodies and soul/mind layers, However, these needs can only truly be satisfied by God - the need for love, acceptance, worth and security. Try as we might to meet those needs through other means - money, sex, power, influence over others etc, only a restored relationship with God will revive our spirit and enable us to be satisfied in those areas. We still find it hard to hear from God sometimes though, and that could be down to the fact that we still fall back on the actions we took to satisfy those needs before we knew God. It is a struggle quite well summed up in Romans 7 and 8.

Humans

 

Today instead of lunch we had a prayer meeting for Zimbabwe. There is a couple from Zimbabwe on the base, so one of them came and told us about the current situation. I knew it was bad out there, but the way she described it, I couldn't quite believe she was talking about somewhere else on the same planet that I'm on. It's so awful that these things happening there have been allowed to happen. Through our prayer and fasting we can do some difference though. The money we didn't use for food for lunch is going to go there and help instead.

For "Community Care" today, I mostly cleaned the floors in the toilets and shower rooms. Someone today suggested that perhaps the other two in my team are faster than me because there are two of them and only one of me, so together they can get through their work faster than me. This helped me.

Today we found out which local outreach we will be a part of. I have been put in the outreach for homeless people. This will involve meeting up with some full time volunteers on Friday nights, and going to some of the homeless people in Brighton with some food and encouragement for them. It is funny: once (just once) before I left for university I went down to Brighton to help hand out soup to some homeless people with friends from church, so it will be almost a continuation of that, just 8 years later!

I got to rest a bit this afternoon, and then we had dinner, which was a celebration of America, in the form of Sloppy Joes. The Americans on my table said that what we had, and what Sloppy Joes are really like is slightly different, but I was happy either way. It was nice to finally have something called a Sloppy Joe, as I've known about them since I was in secondary school, but never had one.

In the evening I played a bit of volleyball, then had my first "one to one" meeting with one of the leaders on the YWAM DTS course. These are designed to be an open environment where I can share my thoughts on the week/lectures/other events, and raise any concerns/ask questions I want to ask.

Now I am in the common room about to watch a film and then go to sleep. I hope you've had a great day too. Feel free to add a comment.
 
 

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1 · 10

Learning more about the Father

We started today's Quiet Time by watching one of Rob Bell's Nooma Videos. I'd heard a lot about these, but never actually seen one myself. They are about ten minutes long, and cover an aspect of Christianity in an interesting way. The video we watched today focussed on a story about a father who held his baby son close to him during a heavy rain storm. This was a pretty powerful story, which reminded us about how storms can come in all our lives, but God just wants to hold us close, and whisper to you: "I love you, I'm close to you, we're going to get through this together". We then were asked to think about people back home who we thought would do anything for us, and then think about if we thought God would do the same for us. Do you have someone like that - who would do anything for you?

During my Quiet Time, I also ended up reading the whole of the Biblical book Micah. Chapter 6, verse 8 is quite well known:
 
He has told you, O man, what is good;
and what does the Lord require of you
but to do justice, and to love kindness,
and to walk humbly with your God?
 
This is a great verse: God doesn't require us to attend church every Sunday without fail. He doesn't requite us to say our prayers every day before we go to bed. He just wants us to have a relationship with Him and with others. He's worth it too.

We then had our weekly prayer session for other people (intersession, as I've previously mentioned). Today we focussed on the situation in India, and the persecution of the Christians there. It is great to know that the prayers said by a few people in England on a YWAM DTS course can have an impact in another country, with people we have never met.

After a break we moved on to our second day of hearing about the Father Heart of God. We had to think about what we could know about God, if we knew nothing to start off with. The Bible has a lot to say about God: He wants to bring life to us, He wants to bring fun, joy and comfort. He is persistent, trustworthy and creative. He also reveals Himself as Father. I guess if you've never had a good father figure in your life, you might have a hard time relating to God as Father. I count myself as blessed in that I have more than one fantastic father figures, including my actual Dad, who is great. The teaching overall was really good. Although they are called "Lectures", it isn't like being at university. We all get a say in what happens, if we want, and have many opportunities to share our experiences and knowledge with the class.

We had further teaching on the Father Heart of God, focussing on God's Story (as we know it so far). I was wondering during this about how much the rest of the world knows about the historical figures in the Bible - Abraham, Joseph, Moses etc. I was pleased later in the day when I randomly stumbled on a page in the book that talked exactly about this subject. I don't think it was a coincidence that I just happened on that page on the day I was thinking about this subject.

We also looked at God through the story of "The Prodigal Son", which can be found in Luke 15:11-31. There is so much here that talks about God's character. The father was willing to humble himself and welcome his estranged son back into his family. He was willing to let the son go in the first place, and not force him into anything he didn't want to do. There is a lot more that could be said on this passage. It is worth investigating for yourself.

After lunch we took part in our usual "Community Care" duties. This time I washed the sinks while the two girl cleaned the toilets and floors. I always seem to take a lot longer no matter which cleaning task I'm doing. I guess they are just more efficient than me! We managed to get all the toilets and showers cleaned in about an hour though, which was good going. After that, I tidied the bedroom I'm in a bit, preparing for the meeting we had in the evening.

I read some more of the book "Blue like Jazz". It really challenges me when it comes to my views on what a Christian "should" look like, and how they should talk about their spirituality/walk with God. The author sometimes seems to my knee-jerking view to not even be a Christian, which is my error, and something I have to work out with God. He certainly is a Christian, as he professes in the book. It is scary reading sometimes. I just don't know what he's going to say next. He's had so many interesting experiences and friends. He's like the Jessica Fletcher of Christian Spirituality.

In the evening, we had a meeting in my bedroom for all the guys on the course. These will continue weekly during the course, and be a time when we can share our thoughts/struggles with life, and pray for each other, as well as being a time just to process what we have learnt, and grow closer together, as men. I really enjoyed this first session. I was quite excited, as it has been a couple of months since I've been in a similar group. I was in a group in my church in Portsmouth (we called them "Cell groups"), and I miss it. To have a group of people around you who you can trust, and share your thoughts and struggles with is a very useful and recommended thing. In tonight's session, we had to write a few things about ourselves for the visiting speakers to get to know us, and we talked about how our days have been, as well as praying for each other.

Again, today has gone really quickly. I'm looking forward to the rest of the week, and what lies beyond. Thanks for reading. Please feel free to add a comment if you would like.
 
 
 
 

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29 · 09

Culture Club

Today was the start of our proper lecture series.

After Quiet Time, in which we focused on Psalm 19, had a time of sung worship with the whole base, and then we started our first lecture on "The Father Heart of God". We had an unexpected first lesson: we had to go around the group, and introduce ourselves and say something about the place we came from. We also had to mention someone who we miss. After that we had to think for a few minutes about how we saw God, and then we had a break.

When we came back, we were asked to take some magazines provided for us, and some colouring crayons and glue, and use the images from the magazines and the other material to produce a collage representing how we see God. This was quite a fun exercise. It was a bit like being in school again, but not having the pressure of being assessed at the end of it. It was funny how we managed to use magazines that has not been intended for this purpose. For example, I found images from National Geographic, such as an hotel porter carrying lots of luggage on a trolley. This reminded me of how God can (and wants to) take all our burdens and leave us free from our past, so we can have a great future with Him. I also found images from fashion magazines, such as a selection of watches. These got me thinking about God's timing. I've seen recently, with things like starting this YWAM DTS course, and getting together with my Girlfriend, that God's timing is perfect. It might not always be what we expect, but it is right.

I sat with some of the Canadian students at lunch, as well as the German student. It is nice to hear about other people's countries and cultures. It also makes you think about your own. For example, in Canada, they have a national holiday, "Victoria Day", in remembrance of our Queen Victoria. However, we do not have this holiday! Also, when it comes to food, there is a vast difference throughout the world (though it seems there may be some general themes which slight geographical changes too). The Canadians have lots of nice sounding dishes. Each week the school has a day to celebrate a different country, and we have a meal based on that country. I'm looking forward to the Canadian day. I am one of three English students on this course, so quite often I feel like I'm the foreigner. This is a good thing, I think, as when on the outreach phase, it won't seem so odd. I still don't know where I'll be going. The course leader has been giving broad hints. For example, the location will be somewhere on the planet Earth, but will not be Australia, New Zealand, or the Arctic.

At 2pm, once again we started the afternoon "Community Care" activities. I cleaned the toilets, while the other two people in the team I am on cleaned the sinks, mirrors, and floors.

At 4pm we started a session on Child Protection. This covered the topics we need to be aware of to spot the signs of children being abused. It is not a nice subject to think about, and it is upsetting to think that we have to be aware of such topics, but the session was very well run and informative. Having worked with youth for about eight years now, I have covered most of the subjects before, but it is always useful to have a reminder, and get to know the specific information relating to this location, such as the people we need to speak to if we suspect anything. I just pray that we will not have to use any of the information we learnt in this session. Also during this time, we found out that we may be having a trip to a local theme park: Thorpe Park. This should be a fun trip, and a great way to get to know the other students a bit more.

Just before dinner I joined in a game of volleyball. It is fun to get out an active a bit during each day. It is also helping to get to know some of the other people on the base. It is an initially confusing situation here. The DTS students and staff are not the only residents here at Holmsted Manor. There are also people who look after the grounds, hospitality, kitchen and probably various other tasks I haven't even heard of yet. There are also some people who just seem to "be" here, without having any specific purpose. It good practice to have so many new people around me all the time. It should help with relaxing around people and becoming even more confident in unusual situations.

Today has gone really quickly. I guess now that we are getting into the swing of things, and we are getting used to each other, the schedule and the environment, it will become easier to switch off and not think about time passing. I'm still really enjoying the course, and am so glad I'm here.

It is not just me blogging my way though the course. There are at least three other students that I know of blogging: Laura Piekos, and Stephanie and Joseph Brinkman. You can read their blogs too to get more views on how the course is going and what we have done.

Thanks again for reading. Please feel free to add a comment. I hope you had a great weekend and have a fun week ahead.

28 · 09

The last (Sunday) post

Today I went to a local church in the morning, rested, played some volleyball and a game of Uno in the evening. This will probably be the last post I provide on a Sunday, as I'm planning to "live Analog" on Sundays, as per Episode 73 of the Geeks and God Podcast. It should be good for me to have one day away from anything technical. I wonder if I can make it!

Next week we are starting the first full week of actual lectures, and we will be studying "The Father Heart of God", which should be good. Have a great week.

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