6 · 12

First goodbyes

Today I said "goodbye" to my family and girlfriend before going on
outreach on Wednesday. We had a nice meal together, but it wasn't fun
having to leave them for two months. I think it will be worth it
though.
5 · 12

Last Lecture!

Well, today was the end of the lecture phase of my YWAM DTS course! We finished off with some more about church history and the history of mission movements within the church. Again, it was quite interesting, and a great way to send us out inspired for the next two months.
 
I've really enjoyed the lecture phase. I've learned so much as I don't think my life can be the same as it was before I came here because of it. We have heard from a range of fantastic speakers, who have been led by God and given His message to us. I've really noticed God speaking through many of the speakers in such amazing ways. There has been so much that will feed in to the outreach phase. It has been practical, emotional and academic at times, but always with the students in mind. It may take me a couple of days to adjust to not having any more lectures, but we will not be static from here. There is still plenty more to do before Wednesday, including an outreach simulation and cleaning all of Holmsted Manor!
 
I think just about every week of lectures has been worth coming here for, so to get all of them is such a blessing. I'd say, if you can do a DTS course, please do. It is such an amazing experience. You learn so much, meet great people, and get to serve in powerful ways.
 
This evening we practiced our dramas again. I really need to work on my dancing!
5 · 12

The rest is history

Today in lectures and this evening in our ministry night slot, we learned a lot more about church/European history. It was quite interesting stuff, and his given me a lot to think about. I think the main thing is that I need to stay close to the Holy Spirit and the word of God, and aim not to make the mistakes made by those in the past.
 
Other than that, we had our usual Community Care duties, and I started packing my things away for outreach. I also took part in a meeting to talk about the finances during outreach - I'll be in charge of making sure the books are balanced, so I need to take time every day to check the receipts against the money we have.
 
Some day soon, I won't be able to blog daily - on outreach I may have to go down to weekly, or less frequently. Please continue praying for me and the rest of the team, and the team going to Poland.
3 · 12

Service and Scripture

Most of the day today was taken up by serving a meal for a group of senior citizens visiting Holmsted Manor for a Christmas meal. I mainly served drinks, and other liquids, such as gravy and custard (not on the same course!)
 
After that we had our final outreach meeting before we leave next Wednesday. Here we heard  some quite sad news, which I would ask you to pray about. One of our leaders, I'll call him "Simon", is from India, so he has no trouble getting in to the country. However, to get back in to England, he needs his visa renewed and his passport returned from the visa administration people. So far, he has been waiting several weeks for the return of his passport. He may not get it back in time for the start of outreach, meaning he will have to arrive a few weeks later than the rest of us. Obviously this would not be good! It is possible for the passport to be returned by Wednesday, so please pray it is.
 
Then we had dinner, and then watched "God's Outlaw", a film about the life of William Tyndale. He gave his life because he wanted to bring the Bible to the people of England in English. It was quite an inspiring story, and made me think about how often I might take the Bible for granted, where I should really be quite thankful that I can read God's word in my own language.
2 · 12

Pizza now, and to follow

We started off the day a little differently than usual. Instead of going straight in to Quite Time, we first listed prayer points for the India and Poland teams, which were then to be used in the Base prayer time after Quiet Time. Then we had a shorter Quiet Time, and then we met for the Base prayer time.
 
After that we had to get in to our small groups, and list all the previous memory verses. The group with the most correct memory verses was promised a pizza party. We listed as many verses as we could, submitted our paper, and waited. The result came in a few minutes later: we had won!....and so had every other group! The leaders then announced that the pizza party will be for everyone, next Saturday.
 
Our second lecture on Missions started soon after that. We resumed with more on worldviews, and the idea that any worldview must explain why there is good and evil in the world. The Biblical Christian worldview does just that: God created the people for a relationship with Him, and a relationship requires freedom to choose. Man has chosen to not enter in to the relationship, and therefore chooses his own path, which leads to destruction. Jesus is standing at the door of our hearts and knocking. All we need to do is open up to Him, and we can start the relationship we were made for.
 
We then looked at the message of Jesus, as shown in Matthew 4:17 and 23, 5-8, 13-14, and 24, and Acts 1:3. The message is: The Kingdom of God. That there is healing, forgiveness, and God's blessings available to us now. Jesus message was about his Kingdom coming to Earth. It wasn't the Kingdom of power the Jews were expecting, but it was what was promised by God.
 
Later we talked about how in Revelation, it promises that people from every people group will be represented in the group of believers at the end of the age (Revelation 5:9 and Revelation 7:9). This is a message of hope for us: the Great Commission will be completed: people from all nations will hear the Gospel, and have the opportunity of responding to God's call on their life.
 
We finished off talking about the history of missions in the church, and how missionary organisations, such as YWAM, seem to have been around since the early days of the church (for example, in Acts 13 Paul forms a group of missionaries in Antioch, but none of them were from Antioch).
 
The lecture was really good, and inspired me to go out and do my part in completing the Great Commission.
 
After lunch I wrote my sermon to be given in India, then in the evening the men's small group had a surprise trip to a local Italian restaurant for our final meeting, where I enjoyed a calzone pizza.
 
It has been another good day here on the YWAM DTS course. It is slowly dawning on me that I'll be out of the country for two whole months from next week. It is quite incredible really: at the start of this year, I didn't even know about this course, and now I've gone through so much on it, and there is a whole lot more to follow.
1 · 12

"No No No", "Go Go Go", "Ho Ho Ho"

Today started off with a slightly different breakfast to normal. We were told by the YWAM DTS staff that they were going to cook us breakfast, and we were to be ready for 8am. So we waited outside the dining room, and saw several nice looking breakfast items being delivered inside. While we were waiting, we were all given a piece of paper with a number on it. We were then told to sit at the table with that number. I was on table 4, where there was cereal, milk and water. Table 5 had more cereal and some toast, I think, and table 6 had bacon, eggs, baked beans, and a waiter, as well as other nice food. Table 3 was the floor, with a bowl of rice, table 2 just had bread and water, and table 1 was a bin with fruit and a slice of toast in it. The staff then informed us that the tables were a metaphor for the world's wealth distribution. The two people on table 6 had all they could ever want, and those on table 1 had to cope with whatever has been thrown away by others. It reminded me of a school assembly I used to do with my previous youth work job, where you take the various sizes of Mars bar to represent the wealth distribution, then have the volunteer children cut them up into equal pieces to show how they can all be shared and everyone will get the same. However, when it came to our breakfast, we were not allowed to share, so the top table got to eat everything they wanted, and I managed to eat some cereal. We then prayed for the people who live in the conditions we represented.
 
We started our lecture series on "Missions" today. These are looking like a good set. We started off looking at how we should be:
  • Rooted in the past
  • Focused on the future
  • Engaged in the present
The Israelites were told by God to have parties to celebrate and remember certain events in their history. They had to remember their past to know where they were going. The same is true for us. The lecturer then talked about how we were told to be "Salt and Light". Salt wouldn't be in clumps in the potatoes, and similarly, we should be spread out in the world, adding the right flavouring. If you got home and flicked the switch and the light didn't turn on, you wouldn't think all your objects had been painted black - you'd blame the light being broken. In the same way, we as Christians should be bringing light into situations, and if there is no light, it is because we are not bringing it.
 
We then discovered three ways of looking at history:
  1. Important People
  2. Impersonal Force
  3. Faithful Minority
The first two make the individual unimportant in the course of history, the third relates to those who make themselves available to God, and want to be sent out to do his will. We then looked at worldviews: there are several, but they basically come down to:
  • There is no God
  • Everything is God
  • There are many gods
  • Allah is God, and he has no son
  • Yahweh is God
  • Jesus is the Son of God
In today's world, many would say that you can believe anything you want, but if 5+5 is anything but 10, then it is wrong - even 9.9 is wrong. Worldviews deal with the questions:
  • Who am I?
  • Where am I from?
  • Where am I going to?
  • What are my values?
We then looked at how God existed before gender. We often think of Him as a male, but He made male and female in His image - it takes both to see a fuller picture of who God is.
 
Then we took a look at the history of the world in four steps:
  1. Creation
  2. The Fall (where man chose to turn away from God, and brought in the problems of the world, such as death and suffering)
  3. Redemption (Jesus died to pay the price for the sin we commit, and we can come back in to right relationship with God by trusting in Him)
  4. Consummation (the coming of the new age once all people groups have been blessed by the good news of Jesus)
We are between 3 and 4. We need to co-create with God to shape the future.
 
Then we looked at God's rescue plan for all nations, which is the key to understanding missions. In the beginning, God made man and told him to fill the earth and bring God's kingdom to it, but we disobeyed. After the flood, God again said to fill the earth and bring God's kingdom to it, but we disobeyed, and tried to stay in one place - Babel. So God confused the languages so people had to go off to all the earth. Then with Abraham, God promised to bless all peoples through him. God does not break promises, so the world will not end before all peoples have been blessed through Abraham's descendants.
 
Another important thing we learned about was "Relationship based law". We saw that before anything was created, relationships existed in God - the Father, Son and Spirit live in perfect relationship with each other. That is why laws passed looking to strengthen people's relationship with each other should work better than others. We finished off looking at Exodus 19:6:
 
and you shall be to me a kingdom of priests and a holy nation. These are the words that you shall speak to the people of Israel
 
God wants Israel to be a nation in communication with Him, and enabling others to come to Him.
 
There was quite a lot said, and it was all good. It was as if we were being given a great summary of many of the previous week's teachings. They were also repackaged in such a way that they are inspirational for our impending mission trip.
 
After lunch and our usual Community Care duties, I helped out setting up for the carol concert we had here this evening.
 
In the afternoon, we had a seminar on Hope in Europe, given by the lecturer for the week. This was also quite inspirational, and helped me see that some of what I may have believed in the past is not true. First of all with defined "hope", as "a positive expectation", and saw that the Biblical symbol for hope is an anchor, as in Hebrews 6: 19-20:
 
We have this as a sure and steadfast anchor of the soul, a hope that enters into the inner place behind the curtain, where Jesus has gone as a forerunner on our behalf, having become a high priest forever after the order of Melchizedek.
 
This means that Jesus has anchored our hope in the future, where peace has come and the world has been renewed. Our hope, it was said, is based on God, who is love:
  • The Father, a good God
  • The Son, who has Resurrection power
  • The Spirit, a deposit for the future, and the power to live for today
In terms of Europe: the history of Europe is only as it is, because the Word of God has been preached here in the way it has, since when it has. Europe's world view has been shaped by the Bible, and without the Bible, Europe will loose hope. For example, science has, for the most part abandoned it's Biblical roots, and now there are many fears over what is being invented (human/animal embryos, for example).
 
There are many signs of hope for Europe though:
  1. The shakings of God: Nothing is permanent - the Roman empire fell, the Greek empire fell, Marxism fell. It now seems the economic empire is falling. Only the Kingdom of God will survive.
  2. New spiritual hunger: people are looking to spiritual aspects of life.
  3. Prayer movements: people are praying more, and so God will be answering more prayers!
  4. New expressions of "Church": Alpha, house churches and other new forms of church are revolutionising the way we meet as church.
  5. God is bringing people from all over the world who have spiritual gifts to help those in Europe
  6. A growing climate of unity and co-operation
  7. Recovery of the Gospel of the Kingdom of God: the church has quite often reduced the gospel to just a means of personal salvation, but there is so much more than that. The Kingdom coming in to the world through the faithful minority is at the heart of the Gospel too, and that is now being rediscovered.
After the seminar, we had dinner, and then got ready for the Christmas Carol Concert. I helped set up, then serve the drinks as the guests from the outside world arrived. Then I went to listen to the concert for a bit. Now I'm finishing off writing this blog post, while watching "Miracle on 34th Street"
 
It has been a very long, but enlightening day!
 
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30 · 11

Surprise!

Today started off with a trip to my Portsmouth church (King's Church), where I stayed for the sung worship time. Then my girlfriend and I popped off to a nice cafe in Portsmouth: The Tenth Hole for breakfast/lunch. She later had to go to the Portsmouth football match, so that is when I made my way back to Holmsted.
 
Soon after arriving back, I was informed we were having a party for one of the girls on the YWAM DTS course, so I got back in to the clothes I went to the engagement party in, and got ready. It was a fun party, and a complete surprise for the girl.
 
I have one full week left in the country. It is a pretty amazing time in my life. I've never been overseas for two months before. I hope I remember to take everything I need!
 
Here are videos of the sketches we have learned: "Everything" and "Bring me to life". In the first one I'm playing the boyfriend/Satan who distracts the girl first (which is why I need to work on my dancing!), and in the second I'll be one of the white shirted ones.
 
Have a great week!
30 · 11

Party Time

Today I enjoyed spending some time with my girlfriend, then we went to
my friend's engagement party. It was all good.
29 · 11

Dramatic Pause

This morning the DTS boys were treated to a surprise breakfast cooked by the girls. It was very nice. We had pancakes, bacon, and various other nice treats. It was a great start to the day.
 
We spent the rest of the morning preparing a couple of dramas to be performed while we are away. This was quite good fun: I've been involved in quite a bit of 'amature dramatics' in the past, so it was nice to get back in to the swing of it. I just need to be more coordinated when it comes to the dancing bit of one of the dramas. I'll try to remember to post a video of other people performing them at some point, so you can see what we will be doing too.
 
After Community Care and lunch, I got some sermons ready on my computer to listen to when I'm away, and prepared for our final local outreach.
 
We arrived in Brighton for the final time, only to realise that we had been very fortunate in the past to find parking spaces so easily. Tonight, it was not so easy. Once we parked, we made our way to meet a man who we'd been given a sleeping bag for by the Homeless project leader. The man was so thankful for the bag, the drinks and food we gave him. He actually said we had saved his life by doing that tonight, which was good!
 
We made our way up near to Brighton station, meeting a few more homeless people on the way. They were all so friendly and grateful for what we offered them. Then I went to the station and got a train back to Portsmouth (again!). It is a good friend's engagement party this weekend, so I've come back for that. Of course, it is great to see my girlfriend too!
28 · 11

Thanksgiving

In Quiet Time I read some of Galatians.

Then we split in to our Prayer for the nations groups, where I prayed for India again. As you may have seen in the news, it certainly needs a lot of prayer at the moment!

Today we finished our lecture series in Relationships by discussing what was important about sex.

Then we had lunch, performed our usual Community Care duties, and then we had a meeting with a couple who have been working in India. They let us know a lot about what we should be expecting when we go there. I will not be able to blog as much, or talk about a lot of what I'll be doing there.

Then we celebrated Thanksgiving YWAM style, with a huge gathering and turkey for all!

It has been another long and tiring day here, but it has been fun. I give thanks to God for bringing me here.

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